What Is Death? Part2

By Stephanie Ann Stevens Windbridge Certified Research Medium OM Spiritual Healer.

In my 1st opening article, I expressed what it’s like to be hit hard by death. I mentioned as a Certified Research Medium, I am constantly dealing with the subject of death day in and day out. Why does it seem like death is so… final? Is it? Or is it a continuance of consciousness and another state of being or thought? I do have a wonderful update to report though. In the last article I wrote about beloved animals suffering too, and how we took over feeding them and caring for them. Jack, my husband, just showed me pictures of the monkeys in their new enclosures at their new home.  Just as we pictured, spacious out door surroundings and new friends are embracing them. You notice it’s new and so it’s a birthing of newness in their lives and a burden lifted from the shoulders of family members, trying to carry on with death in their lives. I want to take you into true life scenarios that took place in succession just a few months ago. I want you to “feel” though this writing, what it’s like to experience death.

Just at the end of Feb, I had received an e-mail from my sister, my dad had admitted himself into the hospital, and not even his active elderly apt complex, was to divulge this to the family. This was sign #1 You feel something but you push it away.. a fleeting thought maybe he won’t come out? The e-mails continued and we made the  extremely hard decision as a family for my dad to have surgery. In the mean time, prayers were going out to us, and hope was still there, but two calls to my dad really had an impact on me, and just before surgery, he choked out, “I’ve loved you since birth!” I knew it, I felt it, and was able to experience his mom and dad and sister all bathed in reddish light, coming from the other side and looking so very  young, smiling at me and his mom stepped forward to let me know it was not his time, but oh how close it was..

The day after surgery my sister wrote to tell me he had made it through was still on a vent (warning  sign) and of course the nurse told me “he’s in danger” and she meant of passing. Late the next night was an e-mail from my sister… “Stephanie darling, are you there?” Trying to call you but no answer can you call me?” It was so late, I called the next morning. Her voice broke “Dad died last night” No time to think… Tears coming.. ‘Is mom ok?” But how can my mom be ok? Her husband just died! Trying to comfort my sister… my husband and I hug myself trying to “feel” just feel”… More words and silences, and tears and talking to my shattered mother… she repeats like a robot… “Dad is in heaven now, and we’ll see him again someday” Over and over she repeats what she only knows can shield her it’s so unreal… We hang up and calls from relatives pour in… crying on the phone and expressing their grief, and all of us promise “Let’s not let so much time go by , before we see each other again”.. Trying to cope… to eat… to think… not too easy!  “Stephanie!” it’s my dad… his voice is still so LOUD and it provides solace when I cannot think to even understand how to speak or form words out of my mouth.

Jack needs me and the kitties need me, and I know GameCon Radio has just taken me on as a host… and I must do my first show as a tribute to my dad. All my spirituality and strength pour through me and flood into me, filling me with determination and I speak with a voice not my own and can feel the listeners clinging to every word and feeling with me , our pain, and their pain combined.. But their support is tangible… Somehow, I get through my first show entitled “Miracles” and healing begins to happen…you may ask so soon? Yes, it can begin then and even recovery from grief is possible. People write me and ask how you are? And honesty comes out to the surface… and then they know, and of course they are sympathetic, and ask the old question “what can we do?” Of course, what can you say to them, except “Thank you?” “Please just pray for us”…How do you tell people… by the way… I have no words right now?”

Till next time..


OM and peace… Stephanie Ann Stevens

Stephanie is the host of Premonitions, Prophecies and Predictions on GameCon Radio Wednesday nights 9pm EST


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What is Death?

By Stephanie Ann Stevens Windbridge Certified Research Medium OM Spiritual Healer

In the last almost four months, death has hit my family HARD. I believe this is cathartic, and healing to be able to sit here and Express this in writing, and see it on this page, all that has been inside come pouring out at once. My dad passed in March. It was illness but natural causes. While we were absorbing the shock of it, and coming to some kind of terms with it, a shocking thing over took it. My brother –in law by marriage was murdered, and as if that were not enough, the murder of my husband’s mom long unsolved since 1980  opened back up like a fresh wound for the entire family. Dateline MSNBC hovering in the background waiting for a BIG story, and as I write this they are still.

People were reeling in shock and devastation, animals were howling in disbelief and feelings of abandonment… “Who will feed us?” What about us?” Hey!” this affects us too!”  Just so those of you know who are reading this, I write as I talk, and straightforward to the point… For what other way is there?  We found ourselves putting off a trip to Sedona, to go pick up my dad’s ashes, and putting the murder of the brother in law, center stage.

I resolved something inside me, when my dad passed. I would not stop reaching out to those hurting, and I would not stop sending out healing, and I would do my first radio show two days after his passing, because it would heal me, and help others. I was not trying to be a “hero” but I’ve done spiritual work for almost 40 years, and I can’t stop to grieve… it is not in me. Now that a little time has passed, as a medium I’ve had plenty of time to make contact with all parties, and even had a buddy in the late Peter James helping me. I’ve been helping with my husband’s mom’s murder, and taken on a semi famous murder case of a young girl.

“Oh I’m so sorry, is there anything I can do?” People and friends and even strangers on Facebook, have been so supportive. They all want to do something for you, but what can they do? 1. They can listen. 2. They can listen some more, and 3. Listen again… when you don’t make any sense, and can’t remember things clearly, and you have over 400 e-mails, and can’t answer all of them. Just be there, and let you know they are, and for those of you going through a loss, more than anything, that’s what you need…

After we composed ourselves somewhat, we made the 5 minute trip to the house where the poor animals were waiting. Monkey’s kitties, and dogs and cats all were waiting, and since the family was scattered and no one staying in the “loop” with anyone, we jumped in with both feet, and fed them and loved them, and took over, and somehow, even our own kitties “knew” we were needed, and did not react with hissing or jealousy.

This trip with death, has been amazing. The other day, I unscrambled the word, and found the letters spell hated” How interesting is that? But, as a medium and dealing with death constantly immersed in it’s never ending spell, I realize, hey! It’s going to happen, but its how it’s viewed now, and observed, and researched. For while we suffer in this physical body, the freeing of the soul and the spirit can be heavenly.

We cannot avoid death, but we can understand it, and remove our fear of it, and even embrace it. I think we have huge misconceptions of what death is like, and in the next article I will cover that in more detail.

Until then I wish you OM and peace.

Stephanie is the host of Premonitions, Prophecies and Predictions on GameCon Radio Wednesday nights 9pm EST
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